Actually, the answer is simple.
I have never wished that I was not a crossdressing feminine man.
On the other hand, I have wished that I was the woman I have always wanted to be even if it erased my relationships of the past (like Jimmy Stewart in It's A Wonderful Life.)
I wish I could do it all over again and if I could, I would not have married (and put my wonderful wife through the ups and downs of being married to a crossdresser). Instead, I would have lived as a woman full-time and definitely gotten electrolysis, maybe HRT and probably not surgery.
But since I can't do it over again, I have played with the cards I have dealt to myself.
My life has been very interesting. I have achieved some success as a writer (a goal that I had since I was a youngster) and I have also achieved some success as a femulator (another goal that I had since I was a teenager). And I achieved something that I never even considered: success as a femulating writer!
Wearing Torrid (Source: Torrid) |
Aquaria femulates Melania Trump on television's RuPaul's Drag Race. |