In high school, I was voted "Most Likely to Get a Sex Change."
I'm kidding. "Most Likely to Get a Sex Change" was not something voted on by my high school class, but if they had voted on it, I am sure I would have been in the running, if not the winner of that title.
As I mentioned many times before, I have always been feminine. It was not an affectation – being feminine came naturally to me... so natural that I was unaware of it. Only when my speech and mannerisms were highlighted by my peers did I become aware that something was amiss (pun intended).
Throughout my school years, I was abused and bullied because of my girly ways and it was no different in high school. That is why I am anxious to show up at my high school reunion as a woman, a good looking woman at that, and virtually spit in the eyes of my abusers.
However, I am still on the fence about going as a woman.
The indecision is on my mind all the time. I really want to do it and most of you who have commented on it have encouraged me to do it, but it is a very big step and I probably will not make up my mind until the last minute.
Yesterday, I purchased The Dress I will wear if I do decide to go en femme.
I spotted The Dress weeks ago on the New York & Company website, but held off making a purchase because the price was high ($79.95) and I know that New York & Company has lots of sales. I figured I could save some money if I waited and lo and behold, I saw the dress on sale at half price yesterday and ordered it as quick as a Playboy bunny.
You can see The Dress here and below in the "Femulate Her" slot.
I can't wait to wear it!
Wearing New York & Company |
The always lovely Brendan Jordan |
So I suggested no, but this sounds like A Sign. :)
ReplyDeleteThe conundrum: is it a sign ("the dress is half-price! Go!") or a test ("resist the temptation! Don't go!"). One never knows.
Another sign... the dress arrived and it is a perfect fit!
DeleteIs that the box from the classic MAD magazine?
ReplyDeleteMAD was my inspiration.
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